Two years ago, in the summer of 2018, I had the urge to write a novel. For years I’d been playing with two particular characters in my mind, giving them names and personalities and creating a backstory for how they would meet. Nick and Annie–these characters were complete opposites in every way. Young, innocent Annie had a strong faith in the Lord and a burning desire to go to college and embark on a career to help people. Nick was embittered by the hard lot life had dealt him and held out no hopes for a bright future. He lived for today, not caring anything about tomorrow. The two would meet at McDonald’s, of all places, Nick rescuing Annie from the wrath of an irate customer.
Two summers ago, I really wanted to write this novel. However, I was heading into my second year of college and had absolutely no time to write. So instead of writing, all throughout my sophomore year I absorbed and catalogued experiences from my life and the lives of students around me. I made further plans for my novel. Mentally I gave it a beginning, a middle, and an end. This would be a college story, and it would take place in the same town and at the same college I attended: Northland Community and Technical College in Thief River Falls, MN. The most realistic stories, I decided, could contain elements of an author’s own life and experiences.
In the spring of 2019, I graduated from college. That summer I began my career as a licensed physical therapist assistant, relocating south to the town of Alexandria, MN. And there, free from the constant pressure to study for exams and craft research papers, I began my writing journey. Reckless Love was born.
I wanted this story to be very real-life. It does not have a fairytale plot or a happily-ever-after ending. My goal is that readers feel what my characters are feeling and that they envision themselves in Nick and Annie’s situation. Nick and Annie’s is a subtle romance. As their relationship begins, they start out hating each other. Half the fun of the story is seeing Nick and Annie’s hostility toward one another develop into a plucky friendship. The reader can see that my characters have formed an inseparable bond of affection before even Nick and Annie realize how much they mean to each other!
In a way, I wrote myself into Annie’s story. In Reckless Love, Annie is faced with many tough decisions which come as a result of life circumstances beyond her control. As I crafted this novel, I asked myself: If I were Annie, how would I react if every dream and hope I had worked toward was suddenly taken from me? How would I feel if the man I loved was willing to sacrifice everything to take care of me? And what would I do if this same man did not share my faith and values or my love for God?
I have completed my novel. My characters are so real to me that sometimes I long to meet them. I believe this story is meant to be shared, and I am working hard to reach my goal of getting this novel published. Ultimately, I believe that my life and my story are in God’s hands. All of us are in God’s hands. Our lives may be uncertain, but God’s reckless love will never leave us or forsake us.
